Shout Out

My heart beat is every step that you take when you walk towards me.

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 19:39:04 GMT

Hi : )

I feel asleep after typing the word "Hi" ytd .
I add the " : )" a few seconds ago.
Was very tired ytd , I sleep at ten or maybe eleven.
Forget already : )

I woke up around seven something
when Donniena called me .
She keep asking me to wake up Wake Up and WAKE UP.
After she put down the phone ,
I received a sms from Nicklaus and I woke up . =/

I only have about half an hour left to 8 ,
then I wash my hair and rush for everything.
I ate banana for breakfast . haha .

Went to school and there are quite number
of people there already but I wasn't the latest. :)

Waited for everyone and yada yada .
Go with 3 cars . I sat with the boys .
Only girl .

I know you people like pictures : )
They didn't know I took this , lol. : D

Kwan Qi Qi is emo : D

WAHAHAHAHAH XD

We reached there , the 2nd.
Adelyn's car reached first with YuHung and Nicholas Lee.
Then we registered our name and crap .
WeiChao and the girls lost their way
but in the end , they found it tho.

I helped the people to take picture with the
Arkib Negara sign : D I have more than ten pictures
with different people with that sign. xD
I shall just post some of theirs , so tht they can grab it.
Mainly the boys , the girls have their own camera.

and

p.s double click for a better and clearer view .

AHAHHAHA : )
People , if you want me to print the pictures for you.
Inform me, if don't want then don't inform me , wtf.

Then we went in to Arkib Negara. hahaha .
We need to fill in the form and then they give us a card thing.
We can only bring Pencils and Notebooks in .
So our stuffs and all are left in the lockers .
I brought my purse in anyhow , scare ppl steal :)

Thought of taking the pictures of arkib in it
but cannot bring camera in and handphone
also must off or silent and what crap what crap.
It's just like a library .

Went upstairs to search for all the info.
I am doing Penjara Pudu if you don't know
and yeah, there are infos for us .
Sultan Abdul Samad have the most . lol.

Then Donniena and I went down
and find all the infos and craps together .
We are doing the same building so yeah.
We finished it in 20 minutes time, how fast .

So I thought I was fast so I walked to the boys
and very proudly ask .

Me : Eh, weichao . You doing what ar now .
WeiChao : Nothing.
Me : you finish edi ar *proud face*
WeiChao : Finish edi lah, of course. Long time ago finsih edi lorh.
Me: YA MEH?
WeiChao : less than ten minutes also finish edi .
Me : Ooooooooorrrrrrrhhhh *downlips out*

That means that , I was slow .
The moral is don't go and show off
when you're not sure about something ,
it will be very embrassing . ahahahha :)

Then we gather into group and gossiped.
About him, her and they : D you don't need to know in detail.
We were very very loud , we can't deny that .
the female guard was giving us that lanci look .
Then, Puan Asmawati was like ,"low down your volume."
WAHHAHAH .

Teacher say that we embrassed her .
So mean . : )

Almost the whole 3 alpha were there
except for the other group .
If the whole 3alpha were there, it will be damn cool.
Other than that,3gamma were there too. :D

Then ZhouWei and gang came .
Gave Derrick some infos
and then I walk all the way out
to help them to snap pictures again .
Brandon Koh didn't follow tho ,
They asked me not to care about him so yeah.

Took pictures of them .
Grab it if you want , lol.

Then walked back into the arkib there
and continue chitchatting ,
then the boys suddenly went off
and I thought they have to go but
YuanQi was still waiting for his
photostat thing so yeah.

Lazy to go inside .
Anyhow , everyone came outside
so yeah , talked outside.
The guard stare cock at us wei .

Pictures :

TzeYue <3

JaeSern .
He reminds me how short am I . hmph.

Donniena , We look like OLs .

Jas .

Angelina.

blur =.-
HWEEEEEEEEEEEshan.

Derrick Ng Keng Lin : D

XD

Take one . Not looking at the camera.

Take twoo , blur .

And Teacher : D

Puan Asmawati .

Waited for YuanQi
and after a few minutes , finally he come out
then we're ready to go . :)

Puan Asmawati wanted a group picture
so yeah , we took two .
I were like, ONE MORE ONE MORE. :)
So we have two :D

#1

#2
I spoil the picture .

Then went to the entrance there again .
Took out my Dutch Lady Chocolate Drink.
Aiyor, GRANDMA LAH force me to bring.

Me : you all want drink .
Angelina : what drink ?
Me : *took out dutch lady milo*
Girls : *grabbed*
YiZen : Carmen, I want milo .
Me : Har ?
Nicklaus : Carmen, I want nescafe.
Me : HAR ?
YuanQi : I want also.
Me : *wtf face*
Nicklaus : Ohmygod, she's like the machine .haha.
Me : Ya lah, must put money also hor
*boys laughed*

End up, the girls shared the drink so yeah.
Then the girls went back first .

Kevan's mum came not long after
then we went to pyramid .
Yeap, outing . lol.

I went with YuanQi,Nicklaus,YiZen,JaeSern and Kevan.
Yeah, I know.All boys *sobs*
BUT , I have enjoyed the day with them .
I thought it would be very boring but no lah :)

When to buy movie tickets first
So we have A&W for lunch, Kevan's mummy paid for us.
Then went to arcade to kill time :)
Daytona is loooooooooooooove.

I almost got 1st , you know you know.
Then YiZen banged me and I hit the wall
and I got 2nd . Damn sad right right right.
We only play the game twice
since we need to watch our movie soon.

We watched :

I rate it 4.5/10.

I don't understand everything in the show .
I didn't watched the 1st,2nd and 3rd one
so yeah, was kinda lost.
I almost fell asleep in some parts of the show,
Almost only because the sound effect was so
scary and everytime it's loud, it scares me.
No, I didn't shout so don't give me that look.

After the show end, YuanQi went home.

So then, we went arcade
and start daytona-ing again .
Then we went and change coins.
When we get back, there's no more sits
for us so we sit separately
and we thought that we can play the same game
but no .

Sat beside JaeSern and only me and him was in the game.
I got 1st twice , YAY!
Somehow, I feel like he let me win
because I always loose when I am with my friends.
Kevan went home then.

Then the boys wanted to play the shooting game,lol.
Idk how to play, Don't want to embrass myself
so yeah, sat at the side and look at them.
They are like so into the game. wahahaha :)

O.O

FUIYOH FUIYOH !
I was suppose to send him this picture.:)

I was playing with my camera. : D

Saw damn alot of sriklians there
with their gangs, damn alot of shuffler too .
Alot of lengchai also . :)
WOI, I was bored mah so look at ppl lor.

They think I was boring
so they accompany me with daytona again.
I forget what placing I get already .
I only remember that I didn't get last.
We spent alot of time there .

Leon was there to .
Said Hi to each other . :)
Good manners , lol .

Then after that, everyone wants to go home.
Idk how to put it in words so yeah .

I went home first , fetched Nicklaus home.
We keep talking in the car.

I manged to take pictures with him tho.
WANT SEE WANT SEE.
There !

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HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH :)
Sorry, I can't post it up .
I promised him not to so yeah.
I am not a promis breaker .
Want see ar, ask me lorrh :D

On the way, we talked about many things.

Aunty : So which way ar, lengchai.
*silent for 3 seconds*
Me : WOI, Call you laaa.
Grace : HAHAHAHAHAAHAH.
Nicklaus : HAR HAR HAR ? *looks left and right*
Me : Call you lar.
Nicklaus : Oh call me ar , I thought you call wrongly.
*everyone laughed*

It was very funny .
I will tell you again when you ask.

Then he went off ,
His sister came out and talked to my sister.
Around er, 10 to 15 minutes .

I was so boring in the car.
Camwhore kills boredom :D

Random .

I love you : )

act cute but fail . : D

I like this one : D

XD out of caption.

Oh,
And Nicklaus , if you're reading this.
My aunty say you very cute . ahah :)

Then finally we went home .
Ate dinner , take in alot of carbo .
Watched 100% entertainment.
Transfer pictures and KO-ED.

I can't do any ending now.
I need to meet Xuelin up in Sunway NOW !

And I owe you Cal's pic , I know *eyebrows*

loves,
LimCarmen :)

She never had a backstreet guy and I don't know why . xD

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 16:46:14 GMT

Hello , Did I scare you with my previous post.
Was so angry about something
but now, I manage to chill myself and do not care bout' it.

I hope time will bring this through .
Don't feel like mentioning all these again.
Hope that all the misunderstandings will
just be okay and yeah, everyone can be good friends.
: )

I think I PMS , lol : D

Hardly control my anger now .
The evil side of me is like appearing any minute.
I get angry very easily and sometimes
I even feel like crying without any reason.
The feeling is very very complicated ,
I can't explain it .It's just irritating.

I can be smiling, laughing and joking with you now
but after a minute , I turned emo and scary .
I don't even know what I want . ish =/

Trail for cross country . :)
I changed , yes I changed .
The first time : )

Sorry , Can't bare with the eyebags so yeah.

I went last year tho , with ZhiWei
with my full uniform on and it's frigging hot.
Cliped my hair up because
I don't want it to stick to my forehead when I sweat.
I don't want to have any more pimples.
Don't wanna look more disgusting than now . :D

My friends and I walk in a gang at the starting
and then slowly , we lost each other .
Idk why also , maybe I am too slow or something.

Walked with HweeShan,Rachel and TianYang
all the way, jog a lil also laaah .

You know the guard house there
which we can always u turn for a short cut.
When I do that, Puan Fadzilah cuaght me.
She was like, "I tell Mr Chew ar, I am serious."

So no choice need to walk into the housing area.
Then I don't feel like walking in so I sat the roadside,
there were two teachers there but they didn't
know that I haven went through the area
so they were like , "Why you sitting here. Go Go Go."
I didn't go, waited for them and yeah, then we go .

So I still did a short cut . ahahah : )
In your face , Fadzilah . HA !

HweeShan brought MENTOS !
I love mentos ! Wait! who doesn't love mentos :D
She have the sour mix and Mint onee.

Me : OHMYGOD OHMYGOD ! TAN IS BEHIND US.
HweeShan : *turns back* YA LAAA.
Me : Faster run !!!

After a few steps , we stop again . :)
My ribena is leaking , I think.
Hwee Shan was like shouting ,
"CARMEN, YOUR RIBENA LEAKING
AND SEEEE, MY SHIRT ALSO GOT EDI."
HAHAHAHAHAH XD

Me : Hwee Shan, we're reaching !!
HweeShan : YAAA !
Me : I see Heaven ! awwwww, it's beautiful.
HweeShan : *give me the LOOK*
Me : whaaaaaaaaat ?

Surprisingly , Jas,Donniena and TzeYue was infront there.
They were ahead of us since along time ago.
They walked very slowly because Donniena leg pain :)

Then we go back to school by bus . :)
Drank Ice Lemon Tea , went and changed .
SO SWEATY so I leave my fringe up .

Every lesson is just 30 minutes .
Art was first , talked to WeiChao .
Then Lunch , don't really have appetite tho.

Then Maths , free period .
Continue with English , Mr MooMoo came in :)
So irritating lah he , he don't let us talk. ish.
Sej , I have feeling that teacher is kinda pissy.
Bm double period , did oral test .

My group is doing it next week tho .
Angelina and TianYang seems to be very happy bout' it.
They were very panick , ahaahahaha :)

I was playing with the cube
and I ALMOST solve it
then Angelina talk to me and then
I forget which way to turn already !
I was like, "OHMYGOD, I MESS IT UP AGAIN."
My friends were like, "OI, DAMN LOUD WEI."

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT?
I almost solve the cube , you know you know.
Anyhow, I can't rmb some steps , i need the paper.
Will bug the boys to teach me again. :)

Then go home . I like to go home.

Watched tv, sorts things out with my sisters.
I think everything is okay now .
Idk who's wrong and who's correct.
Don't feel like caring anymore tho .
*smiles*

Camwhore.

Make up your mind right now !

random.

I need to talk to someone , just anyone
who can keep secrets and willing listen to me.
There are too many liars, fakers around me .
Promise ? hahaha ,hope this still exist . :D

Let me present you ,

MONSTER KYER.
BWAHAHAHAH XD

Since a long time, I have been posting about frh .
And let me repeat,

CALVIN DOESN'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND !

*jump*

I am still wondering when are they gonna come to Msia again.
I can only see him on the screens , thank god got youtube.

Fuck people who say Fahrenheit sucks
and People who say Calvin sucks should go to hell straight away.

Fahrenheit ! is NO 1 LOVEEEE :)

AWWWWWWW XD

and of course, CAL

XO.

It goes to my LIMIT !

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 17:17:24 GMT

Yes, I really want to shout now .
I can't stand with secrets anymore.
I feel like finding someone to tell them what happened.

When I wanted to tell this friend,
I just found out something that he is hiding something away
from me with my sister , ha . Funny , no ?
It's not like I want to know it very desperately
and of course I am not angry of this .
I am just thinking , what can't I know what's happening.
I don't need to know it in detail if it's a secret .

Why don't just tell me , why can't I know .
I don't want to know what is all about ,
I just can't stand them letting me know a little
and not telling me the whole story .
It's so irritating and I hate it .

And when I ask why I can't know .
He even claimed that he sent wrong msg
which is so obvious that he's lying .
My sister told him , I was so pissed
and he said.......

Nevermind, I don't need to put it in detail.

And I just found that something it's happening
which everyone doesn't know .
I am so disappointed in everyone .
Each of them , yes .

I don't deny that I am jealous
that they're closer , it's just that
why are stories getting more exaggerating
than Taiwanese movies ?

There's a limit of creating stories
and why must use other people as the reason.
Ohmygod, everything is getting complicated
and Idk who to tell .

I need to shout all these out to someone
by tomorrow because I can't stand keeping
all this lies anymore to myself .
I will only that to people who is related
to this incident .

I know I have no rights to complain about anything
but I just know too many things which I hide
inside until I can't stand it .
I don't mind to keep secrets but now,
this incident is getting serious
and everyone have been misunderstanding for a long time.

I don't want it to get worse anymore.
I can't tell because I don't want everyone to...
Ohmygod, I hate myself for knowing too much.

The conclusion is

I
AM
ANGRY AND DISAPPOINTED !

I am not angry about the things that they're hiding away
from me .I am just angry that how can XXX even does this.
It hurts everyone.But, I can't say it out . I can't .

I just want to release my anger a lil bit .
I feel so much better now
and

BYE.

Can you feel that the stars are sending you a message ?

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 11:05:55 GMT

Okaaaaay, before anything .

I want to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GRANDPA <3

and also

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

BRYAN ONG CHENG MUN :)

HAHAHAAHAH XD latest picture of us.

Bryan is damn cute right right right : D
Maybe sometimes he is damn mean to people
but he is nice , a very good friend .

Ohmygod, I can't believe I am praising him right now.

I make him do the "pinky promise" with me. :)
Pinky promise is very important kay .
Then, when he wants me to lend him something,
I will be like,"say pleaaase."
He will be like, "don't want!". Gosh, damn adorable.

Believe me, he is a very good friend.
And hopes he likes the present I gave him : D

And Happy Birthday , Yu Hung !

Today is Monday . I hate mondays.
I hate ties around the neck .
Who likes that , anyhow .

Was so pissy in the morning , idk why.
Can't be pms, it's so early .
Assembly sucks . I am speechless about this.

Then Science, I was talking :)
Break.Continue with maths , teacher teach a lil
and I left my exercise book in the locker.
Thank god, he never give any work .
PE is PE , what can you do ?

Then I was talking about Astro with the boys.
They say that everytime the anxious part of the show
is gonna show like hugging,kissing and etc etc,
it'll rain and then there will be this yellow dot out.
That's so irritating which is damn damn damn true.

I remember once I was watching Romantic Princess
on Channel SHX,324 . Wuzun is gonna kiss Angela edi.
They are like hugging already and I were like
"OHMYGOD!FASTER FASTER FASTER"
Only 0.00000001 mm left and they almost touch each other's lips,
the stupid yellow dot come out. FUCKTARD WEI.
The boys say it can be in yellow square too.

This is damn irritating .

The stupid part is , you can't see them kiss
and the irritating yellow dot comes out
additionally with the thunder and lightnings.
DAMN PISSING OFF , STILL !
Although I am afraid of thunders . hmphh.

Okay now you imagine.
A football match. MU is gonna win by one kick
And the ball is gonna go in to the net already
then suddenly the fucking yellow dot come out
and thunder, lightnings BAADAABUUMMM.
And great, you miss the sexy part of it !
damn fucking piss right right right ?

AIJOR . =/

Then English, Ranjeeta came it
and yes , she is a bitch .
I didn't really believe that she's a bitch
until today.Ew , damn terrible lah she.
Copied answers , talk very very softly .

Lunch , ohmygod it's so irritating.
Everyone come to me and ask about this and that.
DAMN FUCKING IRRITATING WEI.

Bryan : tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Me : Tell what .
Bryan : Tell me something !
Me : Something ? About what.
Bryan : Just tell me something.
Me : Okay fine. I tell you something .
Bryan: *anxious and curious look*
Me : er.....SOMETHING. WHAHAHAHAH
Bryan : WOI !
Everyone : AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA !

You should be there and look at his reaction.
Damn funny . lol .

BM then, did work.
KH , continue with the woodwork.
I disturbed Rachel and HweeShan .
I keep asking striaght anot, straight anot.
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA : D

Then Geo , everyone is snatching for place .
Bryan sat on my place and I had to sit on Yizen's so yeah.
I talked to Bryan, did our pinky promise
and he told me secret.

Wanna know Wanna know...\
CHEH, Secret wert. I won't tell you haha.

Then bell rings! I loooooove go home time !

Reached home, shower .
I only do the cover page and the index page
for sejarah.Gosh , I am so slow .
I have not even start the "objektif kajian" yet
And also Idk how to do, need to borrow from ppl.

Then around 7 something , I got changed
and get ready to go for dinner .

Went to a restaurant nearby and it was so boring.
The next table was so noisy .
A gang of youngsters.They screamed , yamseng-ed
and do many many noisy things.
LIKE SO DAMN NOISY, WORST THAN ME . LOL

Grandma was so piss , she was scolding them
but I don't think they hear tho .
They were busy screaming among themselves also.
Uncle called them barbarians , Grandma call them monkeys.
RUDE RUDE RUDE XD

Pictures :

:)

Venice Kyer Lim : D

: D

The situation was so annoying.
I am like so boring.
I didn't camwhore this time ,
I sms my sms buddy but reply damn slow la.

Finally and finally , they want to go home.
Home sweet home. lol.
In the car, SS : D

After you many lies you have told , do you still know what's the truth .

craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzy .

That's not fake eyelashes !

Reached home, waited for people
for the cutting cake ceremony . :)
Idk how to put it in words so just
type out what is in my mind . heheee.
You can correct me if you want to.

With the kids :D

CLEMENT XD

#1

#2

Aunty brought fruit cake .
Fruit cake rocks, I like the jelly thing on top.

note the strawberries !

My eyes stick to the strawberries
and yeap, I ate all of them. So little one.
I want my birthday cake with full of strawberries
or with Calvin's face. : )

My birthday is like long way to go
and why am I mentioning about this yet.
Want to receive presents . ahahahah.

Sang him birthday song and take pictures.

Grandpa : D

group pictures xD

and then we keep taking and taking,
I shall just post up a few . :D
Don't think you're interested tho.

DON'T ASK . XD

Pikachu : D

I lovee this picture .

I love grandpa .

Then connect my camera with the tv,
look through the pictures
and then , I keep scrolling my camwhore pictures
away, they were like WHY SO FAST WHY SO FAST.
Obviously , fast lah right . Don't wanna let them see.
It's so embrassing but I don't mind if they see
when I am not there. haahh

Shy shy maaaah : D

Anyhow , the funeral just ended .
Damn freaky lah, seriously .
I scare later at night....CHOI !
PUI PUI PUI, don't simply talk .

Leave now if you don't want to see ugly things.

Camwhore pictures : )

I fell in love with you since a long time ago .

stairway to fantasy .

: D

Sorry if it hurt your eyes . : D

proud of the eyes .

My sister's friend say I very lala . *sob*

Eh wait ! I lala meh?
You must be blind if you think so.

I got to go now . *yawn*

Cal is LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVEEEEE !

XO.

End up, I fell in love with my best friend.

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 17:09:45 GMT

Hi : )

Life have been complicated and stressful.
It can't be say out in words .
The feeling sucks , I only can say .

Fake Mask are everywhere around us
on their faces, hiding their true face
from us . Why ?

Someone just passed away around my area.
They are having the funeral ceremony now.
It's just infront of my house , freaky.
I just turn my head and look out the window,
I can already see what are they doing .
Funeral , scary wei .

I woke up around one today .
I was so tired , like really tired so yeah.
Slept around 3 last night , Idk why.

Ate some green coloured mee.
It taste like pan mee tho .
Oh wait , I think it is but just that
it is in green colour . : )

Then watch a hokkien show .
Grandma was watching so yeah ,
I just watch with her .

Then I got changed , ready to go out .
Lazy to choose clothes ,
randomly pick .

Outside the house . : )

waaa, very hot very hot . SUNSHINE : )

sepet, pout ?

happy kid , I always remind myself.

AHHAHA : )
Yeap, vain lah vain la.

More pictures in the car.

Grace : Do lala pose .
Me : Don't want .
Grace : DO LAAAA .

End up,

lala much .
go wash your eye , go go go !

Venice , this pictures is priceless.

Her "KE AI" pose.

I LIKE THIS PICTURE ! XDXD

I am disgusting . I know.

AHHAHA : )
Two more two more.

Mentos ! xD

: )

Went to Pyramid .
Walk around , like just hang around .
Thought of buying collar shirt
if not I need to wear the another one .
But walked to Giordano and all those stuff,
I can't find any which is suitable for me.

I want to buy pink or baby blue one
but aiyak, lazy to find laaah . :)
Went to many many shops .

Then I saw many many things :)

There's this woman ,
she was like choosing clothes and all,
then suddenly she sneeze towards
the stack of shirts and ew , it's
like so disgusting .

I mean like , imagine there's mucus
flying to the shirts and imagine
the people who buy that stack of shirt,
lazy to wash it and wear it straight away.
IT'S LIKE OHMYGOD, SO DISGUSTING.

She should close her nose and mouth
with her hands , no manners at all.

I saw two guys holding hands
and they wore the same shirt .
I think it's couple shirt .
Somehow it doesn't look nice . : )

WOI, I am not looking down on them kay,
it's just I am not use to it yet .

While waiting for aunty .

so cuteeeeeeeee .

: D

camwhore.

I lost my sisters after that .
I forget what have I done .
Sorry laaaaaaaaaah . =/
Short term memory lost.

I went to this shop and it's named...
Oh Great, I forget the name of the shop edi
but I know that it's located opposite of NIKE .

: D

And I was like thinking ,

should I buy this?

After a few seconds of thinking,
I still asking myself the same question

SHOULD I BUY THIS

and end up ,

This shirt is in my closet .

I spot another shirt . : D

Me : Eh, this shirt not bad hor ?
Grace : okaay la.
Me : But it's only suitable to wear to the beach.
Grace : Beach ? Malaysia alot of beach meh?
Me: Yaaa. Damn alot of beach.
Grace : Ya lah , people got la .
Me : Bitch ar , haha : D

Then walked to Asian Avenue .
I kinda like lalaland , the stuff is kinda cheap.
Bought Ice-cream, shared with sister.

Strawberry Flavour <3

Life is like a roller coaster, there are ups and downs.When we are happy, we share it with our friends.

When we are down and noone to speak to, just eat an ice-cream.Enjoy the taste of it.
First, it's cold when it touches your tongue then slowly you taste it with your tastebuds, it's sweet .

Enjoy the sweetness of it and rewind back all the sweet memories you have last time and forget now .The problems you are dealing with.

Don't you think, Ice-cream is the best thing to make you happy in the world ? To me, it is.

SO

DO YOU WANT AN ICE-CREAM NOW ?

I walk pass this shop
and this oh-so-sexy bag caught my eye .
I were like staring at it ,
daydreaming about it if I can own it .
But I have spend alot of money already
so yeah, I wanted to walk away from the shop.

The moment I want to walk away from the shop.
The girl come to me and said ,

Girl : Hello. This is a new arrival.
Me : *OS* OHMYGOD, NEW ARRIVAL NEW ARRIVAL .
Girl : And 10% discount .
Me : *OS* DISCOUNT !!!
Girl : So which colour you want?
Me : Black,I want this bag .

p.s : OS means I said that in heart.

I need a friend like TzeYue who
can stop me from buying stuff.
Everytime if she come for the outing,
I wouldn't have buy anything home.
And it's a good thing anyhow .

TzeYue, I need you : )

Sister went to buy Takoyaki . :)
3 for 4 bucks . ohmygod, kinda pricey tho.
In Asia Cafe, it's 6 fro 4 bucks .
See the difference .

takoyaki <3

This is life : D

CANDID XD

AHAHAH :) It's outside gasoline .
I always like the wallpapers : )
(it's it wallpapers?)

Continue taking pictures outside. : D

Octopus mouth .

This is just infront of the octopus wall.

SESAT XD

JAKUN ! AHHAHAHAH XD

Whaaaaaaaaaat .
They dare me to do the sampat pose.
Everyone was looking at me .
Yes Yes, if you're there
and see one fatty doing this , it's me. :D

Then we went home , ate dinner at home.

I spend sooooo much today .
Buy Buy Buy Buy, see la now.
Regret already. ish .

Tmr is Grandpa's bithday and Bryan's too. :)

Because of you , I don't believe in myself anymore.
Because of you , I don't believe in love anymore.
Because of you , I don't carry hopes anymore.
Because of you , I don't trust other people anymore.
Because of you . I do not dare to show my feelings anymore.
But because of you , I know the feeling of love.

I hate you but really thank you .
Because I have not fell in love for a long time,
I have already forget the feeling being in love
but I still can forget that how pain is the heartbreak
you gave me. Until now, I can't put it down.

Oh god, please let me meet someone
who can make this awful feelings go away.
Forget, it's not just a word.It takes time.
But it have been a long time
and It's still stuck in my mind ,
torture me and make me think of it everytime.

Please, don't treat me like this .
I can't stand it anymore .
Although I love you no more
but I still remember how pain the incident is.
Everytime I think of it , I cry .
But don't be so happy because I'll never let you
see how I cry for this incident.

I don't mean to spoil your mood
but Sorry, I can't help it anymore .
Someone please listen to me
and lend me your shoulders .

I need to go and sleep now ,
tmr is MONDAY and I hate Mondays. ew.

Come into my dream tonight and cheer me up .

Loves,
LimCarmen :D

You said you don't believe in love, but then you fell in love .

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 19:01:36 GMT

Hello Hello Hello : D

I just found out that many people
doesn't like to take pictures with A person
but they willing to take group picture.

That's weird . What's the difference between
taking a picture with a person and
a picture with a bunch of people .
It's still taking a picture , with a camera?

Why people doesn't want to cooperate
with me, it's like hello, it's just a picture .
They must die die saying no,No and NO !

I were like pleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaseee
with so much sincere and end up,
they're like NO .

So mean. #%@%@#%@#%@# . hmph.

I am sorry for not blogging that much lately.
I seriously have alot to catch up in life
and so yeah, I keep skipping blogging.
I have so much to say and everything.

Idk , I think I'll be very very irritating this post.
I want to ask, tell everything that I am curious of.
Hopes that someone PM me and tell me .
Although none of my friends will except for ZhiWei.

I can't say anything because I am not them.
ZhiWei is the best : )
If you're jealous, better send me a sms
or pm me and talk to me.

Shit, I miss her so much .

She called me around eleven something
on thursday night and we have so much
fun talking about each other's updates
in life , of course we gossip .
This is life , accept the fact.

We spent almost 2 hours talking on the phone.

Me: HAHAHAHAHAH
ZhiWei : Carmen, YOU DONT WANNA SLEEP AR.
Me : Oh yes hor. BYEBYE
ZhiWei : BYEBYE.

Then she put down the phone.
Why we end it so fast.
Normally we take about 5 minutes to say byebye.
Now, we end it less than 5 seconds.

Bitch, I miss you <3

I have forget what happen on thrusday already.
I know that I spend my whole night
doing my geography project and a lil of sejarah's.
Screw all the historical building . ish.

Will have a trip to "Arkib Negara" soon.
With my bunch of friends ,
I can't promise about pictures
because they dunwanna cooperate. hmph.

Oh, Puan Asmawati treat us pizzas. :D

I brought my camera to school ytd .
Idk , I just have a feeling of bringing it tho.

Started of with geography .
I left my phone on my table
and walked to teacher's table to pass something up
then suddenly , "Zai Yi Quan,Zai Fei yi Quan Jiu Hao..."

My phone's ringing , I put my hand inside my pocket
and my phone weren't there and it's on my table.
My classmates were staring at me.
Nicklaus and YiZen was like poking/clicking my phone
to make it shut up and my friends were making lot of
noise, laughing etc etc so that teacher couldn't hear.

Pheewww, Teacher don't know : )
Thanks, classmates :D

Teacher was reading the whole chapter .
It was so zZzZzZ , BORING.
I played with the cube and she caught me
then I hide it , put it under my desk . : )

Science then, teacher were telling stories.
I didn't went down for break, don't feel like it.
Was talking to the boys then Grace came
and gave me Banana , her FRIEND gave her XD

She gave WeiChao one tho .
But WeiChao's one was rotten .
Stupid :) Choose the rotten one.
HAHAAHHAHAH XD

Then he threw the rotten banana on the roof
And then , I passed him the banana skin
and he were like , Put on the floor
and see who step and it and fell .

Bryan: *his very serious face*No.It won't fall one. Unless you put the banana skin wide open then people step on it then only fall.
Me: *stare at him*
Bryan : woi, why look at me like that .
Me : WOOOAH. Bryan so cute.
Bryan : *rolls eyes and looks away*

Then BM , did some work . :)
After that, Sejarah. Teacher was explaining about project.
And all the thing thing : D

Idk where Mr Ng go for the half of the maths periods.
So I went around take pictures : D

ANGELINA. XD

Ah hwee.

Then they're like , "STOP FORCING ME LAA.."
They made alot of noise, don't want to take picture with me.
WHY LA WHY : D

Angelina and HweeShan : )

#1

#2

#3

Donniena say I look very dark compare to HweeShan and Angelina.
I were like , "Oh really." . In my heart, I were like thinking,
"Since When I am fair ?" I am so dark , I can't deny this.

I helped Solomon to capture some pictures .
Right, Solomon *eyebrows*
I'll send it to him soon : D

Then we bully Donniena : D HAHAHAHAAHH XD
HweeShan took this :)

I was forcing Angelina into the picture, Solomon was disturbing and Angelina was looking at her nails?

We are bullying Donniena . Solomon put the thingi on her head and she keep pushing it away. WAHAHAHAHAHHA XD

I like this picture, it's like capture the moment : )

If you're a passerby ,

hwee shan .

I know that I have one picture with her after angelina's one
but I typed Ah Hwee, incase there are retarded people
so yeah : D okay, I damn mean.

And

TZEYUE . FISH FISH FISH :) hope she doesn't kill me on Monday : )

She never say "NO" when i ask her to take picture with me.
Seeeeeeeeee, how nice unlike you You YOU ! hmph .

Donniena abuse . :D

Donniena too adorable already.
She is soooooooooooo cute, no ?

Then finally Mr Ng come ,
everyone rushed back to their places .
Everyone was so quiet,Idk why .

But after 5 to 10 minutes,
the noise is back again .
It was a free period tho :)

Tee Wei Chao.

Everyone form one girl claimed that he's handsome in a way.
Even Grace : )

In school and outside is totally different ,
You can even regconise him and he has a girlfriend edi.
If you trying to think about him, too bad you're late xD

Then we went for chinese.
JaeSern and YiZen were sitting at the window side.
So there's too girls walking pass with very sexy clothes.
Drama competition mah : D

Me : JAESERN JAESERN ! Sexy girls . *points outside the window*
JaeSern&YiZen : *look outside the window*
Me : Sexy hor?
JaeSern : i don't care.

Then after a few second pass.

I was looking at them, they're in the toilet.
The view from my side were so clear.
So yeah , I look at them like some kampung girl.

Me : *looks at them*
Girl#1 : *Took off her shirt*
Girl#2 : *help her to adjust her bra*
Me : OHMYGOD ! OHMYGOD !
JaeSern : *looks in* OHMYGOD !
YiZen : WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT *look in* *he gave the O.O face*
Jacinth&Donniena : What happened ? *look in*
Me : WOI , STOP LOOKING LA , BOTH OF YOU !
Jaesern : *takes a book and covers his face * Don't show me . Don't show me.
YiZen : *continues with his cube*
Jacinth : Why change outside one ? Somemore never close the door.
Me : HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH XD.

She was wearing baby blue bra , so cute lah, the colour :D
We didn't see the whole thing , they walk in to the toilet.

Jas <3

Then the bell rang , went to Subway with people . :D
Lazy to list them out :)

Then went back to school.
Walked with my sister's friend . :)
Reuben is so cutee especially when he smile,
he have widely dimples . Gosh, i like dimples :)
His dimples is so deep . Even if he talk,
the dimples will appear already.

I keep staring at it. wtf :)
He is friendly anyhow . :D
I am not interested in little boys kay.
Don't get me wrong tho.

Sat at the secondary canteen.
Steffi shows us the script of the drama.
It's based of Taylor Swift's love story.
that song rock socks , love the lyrics : D

Then around 3.30 , I went back.

Back home , fall asleep while watching tv
then shower and tuition .

Then irritate my sister ,
told her I am piss at something .

Went for gym , smsed people :D

Came home, KO-ed.

I woke up around 11.45 today
because I received sms from people.
I put my phone on my study table
and I am sleeping on the bed, another side.

The phone keep ringing , it's loud
and it disturb my sleep so I walk all the way there
to make it shut up and then went back to sleep
another sms come again . WTF.

I were like kicking my blanket
because I was piss , I make it shut up again
and get to bed and GREAT, I CAN'T SLEEP !
hmmmmppph.

Shower and all those stuff .

Ate bihun soup.Watch a tv.
Omygod, this is life mannn.
Lying on the sofa , watching tv
and enjoying the aircond,
smsing with other people,
hugging my baby pillow .

But then , I still have homework not done yet.
Sejarah project and also , some BM thing.\
I'll get it done tmr , I guess :)

ToGetHer :) I like MARS XDXD
I watch it because of Jiro only :)

Camwhore pictures : )

Nerdyfied : D

Seriously out of caption laaa.

the ugliest time we have spend together make beautiful memories.

I loveeeeeeeeee my room <3

This thing is so comfortable,
I forget what is it call , it's like pajamas :)
It's purple <3

Daddy : *look at my ear* Since when you have so much piercing ?
Me : Long time ago ?
Daddy : Why never tell me one ?
Me : Forget edi .
Daddy : other than ear, please don't pierce other places .
Me : okay okay. Tattoo ?
Daddy : NOT NOW , OF COURSE.
Me: okay, 18 . I go do kay?
Daddy : If you are not afraid of it .

Random convo.

I don't like people show the very piss off face
during outings or when we are having conversation together.
It's like everyone is happily chit chatting about things
then people ask your thoughts and all,
you answer it rudely as if someone just stole your money
and give the "Shut-the-fuck-up" face to stop
people talking to you , it's damn irritating.

Then when you give that face ,
obviously people don't dare to go and disturb you
and let you chill down and all
then you think that others don't care about you.
Others know that you're piss
then try to talk to you, after that
YOU GET PISS AGAIN !

People like that ar , really damn damn damn
ANNOYING !

I mean why you don't dare to tell it out
that you don't it to people around you.
I believe that they listen and care .
It's just because of YOU who
choose to be quiet and hide your feelings.
Blow everything up . ish .

Why don't just speak your feelings out
and let your friends know and so that
they know what are you thinking
so that they won't do something
which make you angry and hurt your feelings .

Don't just keep everything to yourself
and blame other people for not understanding you.
They're not physic and know that what you
want and think everytime .

Stop getting angry at people without any reason
unless you PMS , if not you have no rights to.

I look outside every 5 seconds, carrying hopes that you will come for me, saving me from the world of reality to fantasy which every girl of.

They say every girl is Cinderella , Snow White or any cartoon characters .After all the bad lucks, they will have an "happily ever after" ending with their prince.But they are just cartoons, fairy tale . If there's something happen like that , I know I wouldn't be the first one because I don't have the opportunity , no ?

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone, I'll be waiting, all to left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess, it's a love story.Baby just say yes.
Romeo,Save me,they're trying to tell me how to feel this is love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid , we'll make it out of this mess.It's a love story.Baby, just say yes.

Calvin already explain that
he doesn't have a girlfriend
and that girl is not from Malaysia .

I believe him. I think it's true
because he keep up his smile
and give the very very serious face
about this matter while the other three
were like, "Calvin, don't get angry."

YAY! CALVIN NO GIRLFRIEND XDXD

WOI , AREN'T YOU HAPPY ?
I am SO SO SO HAPPY :)
whaaaaaat ? *innocent face*
Don't give me that "you-are-so-selfish" look kay.

I shall post his picture :)
and Jiro's kay kay kay . :D

Cal, stop being that cute pleaase :)

and

JIRO Wang Dong Cheng : ) Dadong is likeee :)

one more ,

so cuteeeee : D

I hate to see Rainie and Jiro together.
Yes, I am jealous . : )
I think Rainie and Jiro look disgusting
together , I prefer Han :)
Rainie and Jiro doesn't look good together.
EWWW =/

Anyhow,I love them both .
CAL CAL CAL CAL <3 more.

aw, how cute *admiring pose*

The best picture he have taken <3
Stop giving that killer smile :D

I'll update soon.

loves.

A million ways to go but I never feel tired before,for you.

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 12:53:11 GMT

Hello : D School's have been pretty satisfying .
The ending from the last post ,
er..just ignore it. It's settled already .
I was just piss that time so I make this
small matter into a big one .

Last post was about
FAHRENHEIT ! :)

I still can't believe that the concert is over.
Need to wait for how long to see them again ?
*prays god* Please let them have an
event in Malaysia or some promo thing
going on.Calvin must be in ! :D

I keep telling everyone around
that Calvin is cute , handsome and etc etc.
Aiyaak, you know laaaah :D
It irritates them and their reaction is so funny. :)

Tuesday , we started with BM.
Then geo, I hate to have geo as the first two periods.
It always make me feel like sleeping.

Then sejarah double periods
and I was too deaf because I didn't heard
about bringing the information for sejarah
infact it was like a free period to me.

I walk,talk around .
Even when teacher is teaching
and teacher asked me to shut up.
How sad =.=

Chinese then.
Teacher asked about Fahrenheit's concert
and what happened all those/
I told her everything and of course,
told her how sexy are they in the concert.

Kh and we started woodwork on Monday.
It's so hard to cut the woods and all
with the monday shirt , I hate the tie.
And guess what, Mrs Chong didn't check my hair
and SO WHY I COLOUR IT TO DARK BROWN FOR??
Ish , but people say that this colour looks better.
I want my old colour baaaaack . *sobs*

Science double perioud.
Talk to Bryan, told him about something :D

Lately, I have spend more time with the boys
than my girls since I am sitting at the other side
so girls, bare with it kay .

Maybe because I have the same topics
with the boys about somebody and yeah,
we keep talking about it and also,
I never fully tell my girls what is happening.

I feel so guilty .
And also,I already don't have any topic
to talk about with them .
It's like I am getting further away from them.

Not pms laaah and I am not thinking too much.

They talk about so many stuff as if
they are hiding something from me ,
I have a feeling and I am always correct.
They go out of class, for lunch and etc etc,
they don't even bother to open their mouth
and call me together . I feel so uncomfortable.

Yes girls, I am giving you a hint . :D
You will get what I mean unless you're Donniena.

WOI , I know you are reading this .
Don't act like you don't know what is happening
after you have read this .

At least, just call me if you all wanna go
and not just leave like that, it's so rude you knooow.

I am not angry , don't mistaken.

So sports practice,yellow have to go to ss15 field.
I tried the stick-throwing thing,
I forget what that thing called .

I fail , obviously.
It landed flat on the ground , FLAT !
I can't even make a mark
and my evil friends was laughing at me .
HMPH ! SO MEAN.

But quite funny also lah,
So big size, fat can't even hold a stick properly.
Throw also no energy , quite funny also loh :)

The stick ar. @%$^#^$# I hate it.
But I successfully make a mark
out of 4 times of throwing .
WOI, STOP LAUGHING XD

Then I gather around with my friends under the tree.
Talking about lalas, hairspray and etc etc.
Everyone was like calling Donniena ,LALA.
She insisted that she is not everytime . :D

If you call her Lala or something,
She'll either say ,"you know what is lala anot?"
in a very very serious way or
"I AM NOT LALA." angrily.
Her face expression is adorablely cute :D

Then this teacher came to us and
he was like telling me,
"The fengshui tells me that you have potential in throwing."
Then the boys was like WOOOOOOO :)

He talks damn alot and ask me to practice
and say what diamond is actually a rock
which you'll never notice and they found
the potential in it to be diamond .
I was like, "HUH?" , aih nevermind.

My friends was like ,"YA LAH , CARMEN."
"GO LAH GO LAH." "BE A DIAMOND".
I were like giving them that stare .
And finally he walk away.

Chat for a little while and walk back to school.

Went to canteen, bought 100plus .
I drank a little then I offered Donniena
then she keep drinking and drinking. :)
AIYOOOO, DUCKS AR! XD

Philippe tried to "april fool" me
but he didn't succeed for the first and second time.
The third time about the class trip thing,
he succeed and he was like laughing in
my face. Damn mean laaah.

Art , and I framed up and everything
and I am very satisfied with my artwork.
This is the best one I have done , I have to confess.
I like it so so much, Hope you like it too.

My drawing . I already try my best kay.

I am proud of it : D

And of course, I went around
to kepo about ppl's drawing and
this amazed me.

Hwee Shan's.

Yes, it's damn damn damn pretty.
HweeShan , Why don't you make me one.
JEALOUS JEALOUS :D I know you're too.

Then it was lunch .
Bryan keep bugging me to tell him something.

After lunch , it's maths and Mr Ng didn't teach.
The boys keep forcing me to tell out something
and I asked Donniena to come over to save me.

The boys were bullying me, you know.
They took my purse then take out the pens
from my pencil case and making noise.
YiZen drew a line on my hand. $%@%@# !

Noise pollution lah, seriously.

Boys: TELL US. TEEEEELLLLLLL US .
Me : Tell what?
Boys : Er, about anything we don't know.
Me : what lah.
Boys : Anything we don't know.
Me : Oh okay.
Boys : *very curious plus a little anxious face*
Me : errrrrr, CALVIN SO CUTE !
Boys : CHHHEEEEH .

Everyone of them stared at me with that look.
It's so funny. They must be like , "FASTER FASTER FASTER."
in their hearts but too bad I disappoint them
but never give up.

Boys : TEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLL !
Me: Tell edi wert.
Boys : Where got?
Me : Calvin so cuteeee.
YiZen : Okay fine. VERY VERY CUTE. then....
Me : He damn handsome.
YiZen : THEENNN
Me : HE DAMN SEXY .
Boys : WOOOOOI !
Me : HAHAHAHAHAHAAH .

They irritate me for like two periods !

I told Donniena,

Me : Donniena, now I understand your feelings.
Donniena : Hah, Now you know.

I always bully her
because I want to see her reaction.
Her reaction never fails to entertain.

I went over to HweeShan's place,
just to disturb her stuff and everything :D

I almost fell asleep during BM
but I didn't , ahhaa. Wei Chao did,
he sat infront of me and I kicked his chair
for like 4 times , he's still sleeping . =/

Told Nicklaus something
which I should have keep it as a secret.
But it's not a secret, aih nevermind.
I just dig out a secret from Grace, boys. hehe
*eyebrows*

Not long later, go home : D

Mum : Why is your hair black now ?
Me : Er, it's not black.
Mum : Oh, where's the light brown?
Me : I colour it to dark brown . Caught by teachers.
Mum : Oh. But the dark brown is like black!
Me : Miiii, it's dark brown and it only can be seen under the sun.

Mummy ar Mummy.

I went Giant ytd night, I spend kinda much
on the lotion and stuffs but I still have cash : D
I must save money !! I don't wanna be broke.

SS pictures :D

I fell in love with someone I don't know .

It's like the soul leaving the body alone , the lonesome spirit occurs.

I signed up nuffnag since the beginning of march
and only I found out that my visitor keeps decreasing,
how sad . Why last time so many onee.
I must be very boring .

Maybe to you, I am like updating craps everytime :)
HAHAH :) Thought of changing to blogspot
and lock it like everyone else and I read
my own entry.I know it's kinda stupid
but I just want to read back my old entries
and know what happen to me in the few years time.

I found the video in youtube already!
Calvin beatbox ! OHMYGOD , DAMN YENG !
Links : Calvin Sexy beatbox Part 1
And sexy beatbox Part two : D

And

I love Calvin .

Loves <3

Fantasy is not only a dream . : D

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 10:44:23 GMT

Hello :)

I know you people can't wait to read about
Fahrenheit's concert's update
or maybe you all already scroll down. :D

But before anything , I really need to confess

FAHRENHEIT FANTASY CONCERT
WAS

AWESOME!

I repeat ,

AWE-SO-ME !

We'll continue it later.

Woke up around seven something
and do all the stuffs , went to school for report card.
Just take the report card home
since we need to rush for cheng beng and stuff.

Took 45 minutes or more to reach the place,
In the car, kill boredom :D

Cal : )

Saranghaeyo : D

Went to pray and all those stuff.
Idk how to elaborate . :)

The weather was very very hot .
Ate at the canteen over there .
Drank Milo ais to kill the hotness.

After that, continue with the praying .
We burnt a blue colour paper made estima
for one of our ancestors with an angmo driver
inside , it's like the baby blue kind.

Then , we went home.

On the way home,
Sisters and I spotted one baby blue estima
just like the one we burned .
So we went and look at the driver,
it's an angmo and it freak us out .

We told the adults and they looked.
The whole car was like OHMYGOD OHMYGOD.
Then my uncle speed and the car was till
behind us , then it turn to another way .
Damn scary .

Reached home aorun three something
and then ZhiWei and SookMun came.

Went up to my room
and confessed about how excited we are.
Since Jacinth haven reach yet
so I decided to doll them up .

I put make ups on them and it was so fun.
I like to help people on make ups .
ZhiWei's eyelashes was double of her normal size
because she use the super duper chun mascara
I bought , it's only 49.90 so worth it .

After that , Jacinth came . it was raining .
BAAAAADAAABUUMMM thunder, ish.

I helped SookMun to make up first
then I help myself, whatdafuck.
Lastly, Jacinth.

All of them look damn different
and they look so great .
Shit, I am so proud of myself !
I think I have talent in this, wtf.

When I help Jacinth to put on mascara,
she was making alot of noise .

Me : *put mascara base on the eyelashes*
Jas : OUCCH OUUUUUUUCCCH.
Me : what ?
Jas: the thing went in my eye , so pain.
Me : *look closely* where got.
Jas : I can see it !!
ZhiWei : EH, that one is your eyelash LA!
Jas : Oh. I thought it went it.
All of us : *sweat*

After that, changed , everyone was in black and white.
Took group picture in my room .

My girls <3

When Jas went to toilet .

Then we went down and stuff .
Sat for awhile, Aunty went to drive the car .
Obviously, we don't waste time
and continue camwhoring non stop.

Group pictures .

Formal.

The not formal one now, with poses.

Venice wants to join .

Even Venice is staring at her.

Camwhored with ZhiWei ,
I bet you all miss her too , no ? :D

Because It can't be describe by words.

My favorite picture !

Continue with SookMun and Jacinth.

Sooooooooooook : D

Jas : )

Then we went in the car
and ready to go to the stadium.
It was only six by the way.

In the car, we felt so anxious, excited and lil afraid .
The feeling is complicated , it's awesome.
You can only SCREAM to feel better.
We talk about what is gonna happen later.
AND it make me feel extra
anxious, excited and afraid, of course happy.

Camwhore.

We actually have a little trouble with the place
but luckily, we found it .

There's alot of people there already .
I thought we're early too.
What a naive thinking .

Went to find Calvin's fan club leader, Rainbow
to write down the msg and sign my name there
since she is giving it to Calvin later
and that bunch of paper make flower is sooo prettay.

This is Rainbow by the way.

We went to the place which sell frh's stuff
and I bought a few only .
I think others doesn't worth that price
but now, I feel kinda regret.

I bought,

Files from Japan . It comes all together .

Idk what is this thing call, you know it's the little light thing.

Not just only the thing wrapped outside with their face.

Even the light also got Cal's face. Damn cooool . so as the other three of them.

and

fans ? lol.

Then we went to buy the stick that glow .: D

After that, we lined up and went in.
When I was lining up, I feel so excited.
It's like OHMYGOD, I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM GOING IN NOW.
The feeling is awesome :D It makes me happy.

The security guard usually check bags right right right?
But they didn't check my bags ,
they were like, "Oh, small bag. GO. ".
I were like ???????????

Then we went to the toilet and went in to the place.
We were like WAAAAAAA, SO NEAAAARR !

Me : Wow. 3 hours of lining up seriously worth it wei.
AllOfThem : Ya Ya Ya.
Me : EH, SAY THANK YOU NOW !
AllofThem : Thank You .

I know I sound very desperate.

Sat down and took pictures .

Grace.

Group pic.

Credits to SookMun.

hello.

If the eyes is a little more bigger.

Then SookMun and I went out to buy drink.

SookMun&I : *walking towards the exit door*
Guy : May I help you.
Me : Want to go out .
Guy : *shows the exit*
SookMun&I : Thank you.

Actually we know the way .
The guy's looking was kinda attractive tho
so SookMun and I were like talking about
him looking like one celebrity.

We went out and bought drinks.
Went to the flower part
and many people gave baskets of flowers
to Wuchun and Calvin.
Arron and Jiro doesn't have .

Went back to the place
and found one guy in hoodie and shade.
He is a celeb but we don't know who he is.
So then, SookMun,Zhiwei and I
went and wanted to take picture with him
but we wouldn't dare so we one to jus.
Idk who loose.

So we thinking of asking the cutie just now
to help us out, I just stare at him
and then he come over to us
so we told him and stuffs .

Then when we wanted to walk towards the celeb
then everyone push us away and took pic
with him first, so pissing off lah seriously.

So the reportes came over, it was so messy
and I saw him holding the camera move here
and there , arghhhh BUT we have a pic with him.

The celeb was so nice ,
he was like , "look at which camera,"
HE IS DAMN HANDSOME !

A retarded picture of us showing him where's the camera . lol.

And the picture with him .

SookMun : What's your name?
Celeb : Har, you don't know who am I ?
SookMun : Your shade is covering your eyes, I can't regconise.

Ohmygod, She ask him that.
I can't believe it also . :D

He is "Niu Nai ", ex member from energy.
He is DAMN popular in Taiwan ! :)
Pheeeewwwit .
But he went off , half way of the concert.

This is the very nice guy I am talking about.

Alex !

Alex is damn nice, he is 22 years old.
LOL :) I didn't stalk him, SookMun told me.

Then we sat down AND finally the lights went off.
It's starting !!!! Karen Kong, the malaysian singer
came out and sang, she do the starting.

When she finish singing, everyone screamed even louder.
YES, I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT ! :D
CALVIN CALVIN CALVIN CALVIN ~~~~

They have countdown-ed .
The starting pictures from the screen.

10 , 9 , 8 , 7 , 6 ,
5 , 4 , 3 , 2
and I !

PARTY STARTED !

They started with ChuShenRuHua
and continue it with Wo You Wo de Young .
I keep scrrrrrrrreeeeeeaaaaaming
and jumping , I was so sampat .
I , Myself can't imagine how I look like.

YALUN YALUN YALUN YALUN !
WUZUN WUZUN WUZUN WUZUN !
DADONG DADONG DADONG DADONG!
CALVIN CALVIN CALVIN CALVIN !
CALVINNNNNN ~~~

The situation was craaaazy .

I stood on the chair and then
OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD !
Yalun damn kawaii , Wuchun DAMN HOT !
DADONG IS SOOOO YENG
until I can't explain that , arghhhh.
CALVIN WAS SO SO SO SO SO
OHMYFUCKINGGOD, DAMN HOT !

Everyone was so high , Like..
I can't find a word to describe it at all.
It just rock socks laaah.

O.O PICS ?

*scream*

This picture , ahahah look at arron .

I like their costume , it's like so coool :D
Rainbow, Calvin fan club leader
gave him the paper made flower .
In every paper flower, there's wishes
from all of the members in the fan club.

Seeeeeee !

The one Calvin holding ! He looks so happy !

LOL : ) mars !

SHUAI SI LE !

Then they went and change into another costume.
They sang Xiao Xiao Da Ren Wu :D
The costume made them look so cute. :)
Ohmygod, Cal is soooooo adorable .
So as the other three of them .

The thing they wear on their head is so cute .
Every movement of them makes my heart
beat 10000000000x faster .

When it comes to the song , "Ai Dao".
All of them bring their "Cinderella" out
and it makes all of us feeeeeel so jealous.
HOW COULD CALVIN TOUCH THAT GIRL !

But thank god, they just hold hands .
Yalun hugged the girl and rub the girl's head
and then his fans were like, "NOOOOOOOOOO~"
SookMun was so angry . whahahahaah :)

then Jiro was like hugging the fan
from the beginning till the end.
ISH , WHYY WHYYYYY !
Chun hold hands with the girl tight tight.
She is one of Grace's friend tho.
Grace wasn't jealous .

When the song end , OHMYGOD
Everyone was dammmn happy.

Calvin : What's your name ?
Shanny : errr...
Yalun : Mrs. Chen !
Fans : NNNNNNNNOOOOOOO !
Calvin : *hits Yalun's hand* You are so familiar, you joined any of fahrenheit's event?
Shanny : I joined the event on oct 17 ytd , the newspaper one.
Calvin : Ooooh. your name is
Shanny : Shanny.
Jiro : OH. YOU BROUGHT SOMETHING?
Yalun : Newspaper?
Calvin : *hits yalun*

I were like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Then SookMun and I shouted , "JOYCE ! JOYCE ! JOYCE!".
Calvin stunned for 3 to 5 seconds
and then he continue talking .

We shouted his girlfriend's name
because he was holding his hands with the fan.
ARGH, DAMN PISS.

After that, they continued with three songs.

Jiro : Calvin, take off the hat.
Calvin : *takes off*
Yalun : WAAA, The hair still in the shape.
Calvin : Serious . Messy ?
Wuchun : not messy. handsome , no ?
Fans : SHUUUUUAAAAAI !

Three of them left, leave Calvin on stage
and he start beatboxing.
Ohmygod, it's so yeng .

Cal beat box !

credits to zhiwei !

beatbox from the throat! cooool right right right !

My heartbeat was 10000000000000000000000x,
luckily I am good at controling myself ,
if not my artery already burst. My blood flow
very very fast , my heart is pumping faster than the usual.
I almost got an heart attack.

SHIT, CALVIN CHEN YI RU IS SO SO SO H.O.T!
OHMYYYYGGOOOOD, HE BEATBOX WITH HIS NECK!

CALVIN CHEN YI RU ,
I AM SO PROUD TO BE YOUR FAN !
You made me feel so proud . :D

going crazy. lol.
Calvin Calvin Calvin Calvin .
SO SHUAAAAAI !

After Cal, they came out and continue .
More pictures !

Cal was giving flying kisses . : D

YALUN ! CUTEEE .

WUCHUN !!!!!! DAMN BLOODY HOT .

DADONG ! 2ND BABY XD

: )

They went and changed again.
To the red , rocker kind of clothes !
DAMN NICE ! XD

Calvin came with his beatbox , Wuchun with his drumset, Jiro with his electric guitar and Arron with his organ .

I have forgotten what song they sing.
I just keep shouting shouting shouting!
I shout all of their names, was very fair kay.

ROCKER !

very stress very stress . lol.

Jiro is so damn yeng with his electric guitar.
OH MY GOD ! DA DONG ~~

After that, it's his solo show.
He and his electric guitar
have already melt all our hearts .
Aw , ROCKER DONG !

I know you fell in love with him already, don't deny !

When he was playing with his electric guitar,
he keep moving his head up and down
as if he is like going crazy and his fringe was like
hitting his forehead and OHMYGOD,
I don't know how to explain.

He went crazy : D

I can't only think of this that moment,
DaDong , Ni Zhen De Hen Shuai !
I am attracted !

Then after he end his song,
he turned his back and shaked his ass.
Not from left to right ,
it's from left,right,front and in .
OHMYGOD. DAMN SEXY.

I have the feeling like running up
the stage and grabbed his meaty ass.
When he does that , I were like
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I went loco . Ohmygod, I can't breathe.
I neeed oxygen , really.

After he shaked his ass,
he lied down on the stage .
Before that , he threw his scarf
and pick , guitar pick .

When the three came out,
Yalun was like ,"Do Dong Da Dong!"
Then he kneel down and say ,
"Bu yaaaoooooooooooo.".
Calvin was like, " Don't play a fool already."
They continued with "Yi Ge Ren Liu Lang".

Then Arron's solo part with his piano.
Aw, how charming and he really enjoy singing.
Half way singing , he walk to the center of the stage.
SookMun must be very crazy :D

<3

*melt*

Then he went back to his piano
and then sing TiAmo with Jade Liu.
I LIKE JADE LIU !!!

She only sang three songs , so little.

Fahrenheit came out with the new costume again.
I like this costume ! IDK , I love to see them with it.
O.O they sang contonese song : )
They looked so naughty, raaaawwwr.

I like I like.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAH XD

Adorable.

Then they sing UPTOWN GIRL :)
Danced with the female dancers .
Jiro must be spending alot of time
to cope with the lyrics, heee.

Took off their coats and continue with
"Bu Hui Ai " , forever love la this song.

The little black small box that Arron is holding is from SookMun.

Then SookMun gave her present to Arron
with the help of Alex, he's damn nice.
I bet SookMun can't sleep the whole night.

They sang more songs .
I wasn't singing with them ,
I was shouting the lyrics out .
My throat was so pain but I didn't give a damn . :D

They went off , then I spotted drums.
Immediately , I shouted Wuzun Wuzun Wuzun!
Then the super hot guy came out
with his sword ? showing off his skills.
Aiyoo, damn *insertthesuitablewordhere* la.

Then his play with his drum
not the normal one, the chinese kind one.
He learnt that just for this concert.

Three of them came out from idk where
and sang ,"Bu Si Zi Mi" !!

Arron Yan Ya Lun . XDXDXD

Cal Cal Cal CAL !

Then sang "Shuang Jie Kun" !
Yeap, Jay chou's song .
Only Calvin and Jiro rap,
Wuchun and Yalun was like HA HA HA HEE only:)
Still it drools !

Took off the accesories from their body.
Talk a little bit with us .

I like the colours : D

O.O : )

Flip hair : D Loook at Yalun , look at yalun.

Then continue with the song ,
Suddenly Wuchun's pants was like dropping
and his dark blue colour underwear could be seen
and I think he doesn't know that until
Jiro went to him and help him adjust and everything.

The fans was at that side was like
OOOOOOOHHHAAAAAAHOHHH XD
Then Cal went infront of them,
fold his arms for like 4 seconds .
Then he moved his finger from left to right ,
like you know the NO NO NO sign .
And he smileeeeed !

OHMYFUCKINGGOD, IT'S SO CUTE.
It's like awwwww, hao ke ai.
When he smiles , you can only see him
other people are blurrrr .

Then they start thanking everyone and stuff .
Telling us how much they love us
and I were like OHMYGOD OHMYGOD,
IT'S GONNA END . NOOOOOOO !

Then they like , "So now I'll sing you, wei ni cun zai."
I were like , "pheeeeeeeeeeeeeeew".
Then after this song , they sang "Heng Xin. "

They went off the stage and no lights at all.
Then no music and nothing, no displays.
We thought it's the end .

So we were like ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE
For like five to ten minutes
and then the guy hit the drum.
We followed the rhythm of it and shouted,
"Fei Lun Hai." it's damn cool.

The Calvin came up the stage
and said , " FAHERENHEIT IS BACK!".
Everyone shout like some sampatkia
from the village or something . craaaazy.

Of course, I shouted and my throat hurts.
Then he went to the DJ place and Scratch the DJ thing thing.
Ohmygod, he was so yeng with his shades . :D
Totally went Craazzzzy bout him !

After the thing, he went in the middle of the stage
and start his solo dancing , SOLO ! Calvin ALONE !
Ohmygod, he danced . I am so proud of him !
His dancing skills improve like damn damn damn alot.

There's is this part his dance
similar to Rain's dance, I don't care la.
It's soooooooo sexaaay when Calvin dance.

Suddenly the music stopped,
he put his hand straight with the shoulder
and the dancers tear off his sleeves.
When that moment happens,
I were like *scream* CALVIN SO SEXY !

I were like imagining
they tear off every part of his clothes !
Ohmyfuckinggod, how seeeexxaaay is that.

There's the big hole at Cal's back .
OHMYGOD, ALMOST GOT HEART ATTACK !

And his solo part ends.
WOI, WHY SO FAST ONEEE ! ISH =/

Three of them came out again
and OHMYGOD, JIRO WAS SO ADORABLE !
They sang "Mei Li Xin Shi Jie" , one song of SHE's.
With the very adorable clothes.

I know this is damn funny.

FUIYOH ! : D

*opens eyes big big* LOOK AT CALVIN MANN ! So smooth and white and I feel like landing my hand son him : )

Then Xin Wo , one of their signature song .

They stopped and thanked everyone again.
Jiro keep apologizing about his leg
and made the concert postponed.
Everyone was like nevermind , nevermind .

Then I stood up on the chair shouted,
"DA DONG DA DONG DA DONG"
Plus, I waved my hand like really wave :)
Then he look at me , then he waved his hand.
I shouted , "DA DONG, WO AI NI , WO HEN AI NI OR ."
Then he gave me flying kiss .

I were like OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD !
DADONG DADONG ! HOW CUTE.
FLYING KISS.SHIT, I FEEL SO HAPPY XD

Then ZhiWei,SookMun and I was like
standing up on the chair and shouted ,
"YALUN YALUN YALUN YALUN~~~".
He look over here and smiled until
so damn fucking cute ! *melt*

I keep calling WuZun and Calvin
but they were looking at the other side, how sad.
I really tried my best to shout out loud
but Both of them can't hear , isssssh !

Then they keep talking and everything .
Wuzun said that his family and friends from Brunei
came over just to watch this concert.
He asked 35 tickets from his company,
how exaggerating .

Both, my favorite.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAH. Priceless.

: D

Cute !

I likey.

JIRO XD ,Why Calvin forever the sunshine ending pose . Arron and Chun *drools*

Then Arron and Calvin was like,

Arron : You say first or I say first.
Cal : er, I don't know.
Jiro : FASTER LAAAH !
Arron : okay, we one to jus . Who win who say first.
Cal : childish! I say first.

Calvin said ,
"Don't think that we are always far from you,
our difference is , We are on stage and you are not on stage
but we're are the same and it can't change anything"

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !

Cal : No matter what happen to anyone of us . Like we hurt our leg or hand or maybe we break our leg.
Jiro : Waaa, that's a lil exaggerate . break leg somemore.
*everyone of them laughed*
Cal : No matter what happen to four of us. We come on stage and we will perform our best.We will perform as well as we can.

CAAAAAALLLLLLVVVIIIINNN *melt*

Jiro almost teared.

Then Arron was like ,
"Everytime I come on stage and see so many people
supporting me, and Fahrenheit . I feel like crying.
I am really touched . "

Wuzun : AIYO , DON'T CRY LA !
Cal : i want to cry also .
Jiro : DON'T CRY DON'T CRY. DON'T MAKE ME CRY!
Arron : I promise I won't because I am really happy to be here.

Then everyone was like shouting,
"FAHRENHEIT, I LOVE YOU."

SookMun,ZhiWei and I shouted.
"FEI LUN HAI ! LIU XIA LAI ! "
and their next song is "Liu Xia Lai"
Sang , really sang this time .

LIU XIA LAI ~~~~~~

dong dong, don't cry !

After this song, they said thank you
for all the supporting that we gave.
Then went to every corner of the stage
and bowed 90 degrees . :D

Then they waved and they went down.
We still can see WuZun's head because he was so tall.
He was still waving and waving and waving.
And that's the end of Fahrenheit concert!

The 3 hours was really fast, passed really fast.
When it end, it's like it just started.

After that, we went outside.
Bought lil stuff .

Pictures of us .

#1

#2

Then around eleven something to twelve,
My uncle came and fetch , went straight home.
Jas went home first then The few of us went KFC.
Went back, talk a little bout the concert thing
then they went home.

It's not only I can see Fahrenheit
and also because I can do things
which I usually don't do often with my friends.
Stand on the chair, waved like some retard,
shout like some sampatkia
and do many many things which we don't really do.

Not only I can see Calvin , Fahrenheit.
I can also feel that the friendship
between us is sailing very smoothly .

Cal, you're right.
Friendship is the ship that never sink.

If they doesn't think like that , it's okay
because they do not enjoy the feeling
but I have enjoyed .

Fahrenheit's Fantasy World Tour in Malaysia ,

SUCCEEDED !

So today is Monday, I keep telling
about the concert to everyone of them.
I still feel so excited . :D

My hair is in dark brown already, anyhow.
It's not that obvious edi tho :)

Today I found out something which I never thought of.

Is it so nice to act like other people
and chat with someone . Prank SMS and Call , all these.
What's the fun in it ?

I found out a friend of mine does this to me.
I am truly disappointed in him .
I can't tell you how complicated is the feeling right now.

Just feel like one of your friend
whom you always talk to , treat you like
some retarded fella , fooling you around
and the feeling is so disgusting .

Well, you believe in a friend .
Talk to him about random topics
more than your girlfriends and it proves
that how much you care about this friend
and make him one of your good buddy .

But he have done something
which break your heart .
It hurts , you know .
I can't explain .

I am speechless , I am angry, I am sad .
Idk what to say . Forgive or not,IDK.
But I know that, I only want
a very sincere apology from him.

Perhaps , he don't even give a damn.

Carmen Lim Kah Mun .

Love is worst than taking a durg and addict to it.

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 17:35:51 GMT

Before anything , please let me shout out that

FAHRENHEIT FANTASY WORLD TOUR LIVE IN MALAYSIA WILL BE HELD IN STADIUM PUTRA TOMORROW !

I repeat ,

TO-MOR-ROW !

Can you believe it's tmr ?
I personally can't believe it .
I am extra excited after all the waitings and waitings.
And finally , tmr night is the day !

Shit , I am soooooooooo excited now.
Heart is beating so fast .
Okay, I know it's kinda exaggerating
but I can't describe the feeling right now.

SHITT, I AM SO HIGH !
CALVIN !!

Okay , I shall continue it at the end of the post.
Sorry , I for being irritating just now :)

Today is friday and of course,
I start today with a super duper big smile on my face.
Went to school early because I woke up so early today.
Idk why also , maybe to anxious :D

Then I keep showing the "one" sign to them
to remind them , it's just one day left .
The whole week , i have been showing
five , four , three ,two and finally one.

Talk to my friends .
Keep telling them how happy and excited I am.
Only SookMun is giving response, how sad.

Oh before I forget, Rachel brought me this from China.

thanks babe :D

First period was geo , teacher gave us the answer.
She asked to do the objective part
but I copied the answers from one of the boys.

Then it was moral but we done science.
Teacher was telling his young times , lol.
From the beginning to the end,
I don't know what's the point of telling us tho.

Instead of listening to him ,I talk to Bryan .
He lend me his book and his answer
make me laugh until I stomach ache .

What are the changes in female during the puberty ?
(i) bigger breast and hips
(ii) hairier .

I were like HAIRIER ???
Then both of us burst out laughing. whahahah.

Then it was break . ahhaha .
Let's take a break with some pictures.
Pictures from IDK how long ago.

It can't be count in numbers, written in words but it's the connection between the heart and the heart .

eyebags : D

Peace : D

Break was like usual , nothing special.
I keep bugging about the concert tmr night !

Then after break was BM , typical .
Maths was sooooooooo boring.

Continued the show for sejarah
and I found it interesting , kinda interesting.

I keep talking to my friends when the show was on
but then none of them were listening
so I am like talking to the computer, walls and all.
Ohmygod, since when I am so sad.

I almost fell asleep and the worst part is
what is Mr Ng trying to tell .
I seriously don't understand , i just feel like sleeping.
And when the bell ring, I were like FINALLY.IT END.
It's like we have maths everyday . pfft.

Then it was chinese !
Teacher knows that Frh have a concert tmr .
AHAHAHAH :)

After chinese, went locker put stuffs.
Went out and to Salmon Steak again !
LOL.

Talked about random topics.
Came back and Donniena , TzeYue left.

Then we went and joined the boys .
Just talk around and everyone go back one by one.
I went home around 3 something
then went to the food court , reached home at 4 .

Do one page of the geo project and fall asleep.
Then , I woke up around eight . Have dinner.

Then I just found out something very shocking .
Talked on the phone with Nicklaus bout' something.
Can't tell, it's private and confidential :D

Come online and talk to Bryan and Nicklaus .
A part of our convo :D

*LimCarmen <3 Ru says:EH EH EH ,tell you all something
♥Nick�⌘u�♥ says:what..
*LimCarmen <3 Ru says:but I scare you all angry .
♥Nick�⌘u�♥ says:juz etll..jzu tell
*LimCarmen <3 Ru says:where's bryan ?
♥Nick�⌘u�♥ says:playing mafia wars..
- вяуαи σиg - says:im here,listening
*LimCarmen <3 Ru says:OH,ER
- вяуαи σиg - says:yea very true
*LimCarmen <3 Ru says:I want to say
♥Nick�⌘u�♥ says:faster gtg lol
*LimCarmen <3 Ru says:FAHRENHEIT'S CONCERT TMR!XD.HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
- вяуαи σиg - says:..lamefuck
*LimCarmen <3 Ru says:WHAT xD
♥Nick�⌘u�♥ says:ar hem..(coughs)
*LimCarmen <3 Ru says:i CAN IMAGINE YOUR REACTIONS NOW
♥Nick�⌘u�♥ says:YOU JUZ WASTED 20 seconds of my life
*LimCarmen <3 Ru says:damn funny.ahhahaahahah : D

HAHAH : D this is just soooooo fun.
Imagine their reaction . : )

Camwhored kao kao ytd.
I'll probably colour my hair black again .
I shall do in on Sunday . :)
So better camwhore as much as I can .

Forever under my heart , I'll never say it out .

ugly freak .

Toilet : D

BROWN HAIR !

You're gonna be in black soon *sobs*

What if you give up too ? What am I gonna depend on ?

If it happens then I will just break down.

Alot of my friends pm me about tmr's big event.
Everyone seems to be so anxious and all.

Maybe it's because they postpone it from Nov 15
and make us waited for almost four months.
Waited for too long, I guess.

Don't fake fake lah you, I know you are very excited too.
Yes , no ?

Tmr will be a very busy day tho .
I think I better go to bed after this .
Although I know I can't because I am too excited.

I need to go to school and get report card
then need to go pray pray and all .
At night it's frh's concert . wow, busy busy.

I feel like going to the stadium now . wtf :D

Read ytd's newspaper ?
Tickets for RM388 and RM88 is sold out.
So there's 348,248,178,148 and 128 left.
Why must it end it eight tho ?

Tmr until 6pm , you still can purchase the ticket.
You can get the ticket at the stadium's counter on 7pm .

If you like fahrenheit, stop dreaming about them at home already.
Come to see them live and stop rotting like home !
Come and join the big party of fantasy with
Wuchun,Jiro,Arron and Calvin , don't miss it :D

They repeat more than 30 times in 988 almost everyday. :D

Took pictures with Fahrenheit's lyric book, for fun.

1st album .

2nd album .

3rd album .

All of them : D

HAHAHA :D

And also Earth Day tmr.
I'll make sure I off everything in my room tmr
before heading to the concert to see Cal.

Let me repeat !

Fahrenheit Fantasy Concert ,
It's tomorrow !

To people who's going ,
SCREAM YOUR LUNGS OUT & SING THE WHOLE NIGHT LONG.
Enjoy yourselves , I know I'll enjoy it with my friends .

CAN'T WAIT TILL TMR NIGHT !

XO.

Random could be very special .

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 20:11:34 GMT

Hello .

Should I colour my hair back to black ?
Tan Sun Seng caught me
and I was sent to Mrs Chong .

Sports practice today.
I changed because I heard from ppl
that 3 marks will be deducted if
one of the members have not changed .

When I stepped in the class,
everyone was like O.O you changed?First time wei.
AHAHAH :) Yeah, i changed . I can't believe it tho.

I didn't contribute anything and I know it well,
that's why I try my best not to support my house.
Yeah, trying to shut up when the briefing is on
and changed into the sports attire . heh.

Then it was art , Mr Tan came in
and I thought he was just looking at the decorations.
My heartbeat was fast and I know something
isn't right here, when I look up he is already
standing infront of me and ask me to
wait for him outside .

So Adelyn and I was asked to go down to the staffroom.
Her hair is so much darker than mine
and I think it isn't obvious tho .

So we sat there , I was kinda scare she cut my hair.
I keep asking Adelyn , infact I irritate her.

Me : Will she cut our hair?
Adelyn : no laaah. she wont.
Me : Then what she do ?
Adelyn : suspend ? call parents? etc etc.
Me : Ohhh . *phewwww*

Mrs Chong touch my hair like how mum my touches my head :)
Then she ask me to clip my fringe ,
I was like my fringe so short then she like okay okay.

Mrs Chong : Try to put your hair behind your ear. *puts my hair behind my ear* Wow , three earings.
Me : .........................
Mrs Chong : Take out later.
Me : okaaay .
Mrs Chong : turn back and let me see.
Me : *turns back*
Mrs Chong : Oh you colour your hair.
*check Adelyn's and probably say the same thing*
Mrs Chong : go and colour back this weekend and see me on monday with BLACK hair.
Both : okaaaay.

I have three on the left and two on the right .
Piercings <3

Should I colour my hair black again ?
She asked me to see her on monday
with BLACK hair, no more colourings.

But, I spent so much colouring my hair .
Not really la, 120 bucks only. hahah.

I think I'll colour it back ,
I don't wanna get into troubles again.
Later they go call my parents and they need to come
and all the stuff going on . How irritating .
I'll ask my mum first.

Lunch then er, maths .
May Wong took over Mr Simon Ching's period.
Was forced to do the thingi thingi thing . :)
I copied the answer from people.

Sejarah , watched historical shows .
Then BM double period , karangan .

Then Nicklaus told me something
and it's reallly funny : D
I laughed until I got stomach ache.

You know the octopus I was talking bout last entry.
So nicklaus told me how big his tummy is
and yadayada then he said that his friend
ask him to go infront of him and ask,
"Dah berapa bulan?" with the finger pointing at his tummy.

When I hear that, I burst out laughing .
It's damn retarded wei .
Plus, that time teacher was talking about
all the run away from house , got baby etc etc.
Damn funny. :D

I told Donniena and Jas , they laughed too. :D
Then go homeee .

I wonder what's wrong with this week.
It have been so bad luck . aihh.
Somemore this saturday got frh's concert :)
Pleaaaaasee , don't be bad luck on the day .

And I have my period now .*sobs*
No cold drinks ! how sad.

I find it tired to be angry at someone
especially some who is very very close to you.

I fought with my sister a few days ago
and I have not been talking to her since that time.
It's feel so miserable for not talking to her.

I was like telling her something,
she didn't bother and continue doing her things.
Do you know it tears every part of my heart.
I feel so sad and she'll never know.

Everytime we fight , she'll start scratching me
and all the scratches I have now, it's all from her.
I am just piss that why must she scratch me
and make my hand so ugly !

Nope.I am not blaming her about the fights.
Apparently, it started from me . IDK.

She keep talking sarcastically to me
and it get my nerves on and yeah, it started.
As you know, I am not a patient person.
How could I stand people insulting me
so yeah , I can't stand and we start fighting .

Not by words hurting each other
but beat each other up.
I know we are really childish .
Couldn't help it .

I hope she will read this .
Every words from her mouth hurt my feelings
and I know she don't give a fucking damn.

Shit, I make this post emo again .
Nah , don't ask. :D

No pictures today, lazy to camwhore .
Can't dig any nice pictures from the folders tho.

AND

FAHRENHEIT IN MALAYSIA ALREADY !

Perhaps they are practicing in the stadium
or something something, they have some event
which IDK , heard from SookMun .

Aw , I wonder which hotel they stay at :D
Wanna go rob/rape/molest them . whatdafuck.

Wuchun won't be dancing that much, how sad.
Anyhow, not like his dancing very nice also .
HAHAAH :) Jiro can danceee . xD
I like Wuchun also lah, he damn nice.
Not forgetting, Cal is loveeeeeee .

Carmen Lim Kah Mun,
just wait for a little while more .

IT'S JUST 3 DAYS TO GO
*screams*

Aren't you excited?
If you haven grab any tickets yet, go buy now.
It's selling until March 28, 7pm.

Girls, don't miss to see hotties,handsomes :D
You can put your eyes on the other three,
Calvin doesn't need yours :D
okaaaay, I am so selfish, I know I know .

Shit, I feel so high now ! :)
It's only a few days to go then can see Calvin .

waaaa, hao shuaaaaaaai : D

Please let me repeat again,

It's just THREE days to Fahrenheit's Concert !
Fahrenheit, rock on yo !

loves <3
LimCarmen : D