The one in a million
I came to this world on June 9th.I am fifteen this year .I believe that pictures doesn't tell lies and they mark down every memory of life, that's why I love taking pictures.And Oh, it kills boredom too.
I love to sing out really loud and I don't really care about what strangers thinking about me.
I am very naughty , I can't deny.I don't like chocolates.I am afraid of thunders.Clowns and cockroaches , it freaks me out.I extremly love strawberries and kiwis.I like waterfalls and rainbows , they're just too beautiful.
I am bad tempered , everything gets worst when pms attack.
Sitting at the corner , trying to hide myself , biting my lower lips and give ugly face means that my mood is down .You can always cheer me up but finding a way too.I'm extra sensitive.I get piss over little things.
I like to complaint ,I love to talk.I am a busybody , I don't deny.
I don't care what people think I am.I don't accept any insultings and compliments .They are fake but we can't control , no?
My english isn't perfect , grammatical and spelling erros always happen.You can't blame me, I'm just too stupid.
I like cash as much as you do . Just like other girls, Shopping do make me happy.
I don't know how to put into words , what a person I am because sometimes I can't even understand myself.
Perhaps you can find out more who I am.
I love my family.I love my friends .Most of all, I love
Calvin Chen Yi Ru.
Remember that ,
I am Carmen Lim Kah Mun :)
The cutest heart stealer.
THE SUNSHINE BOY
Calvin Chen Yi Ru <3
FAHRENHEIT <3
Arron Yan Ya Lun represents Winter ; cold at 41 fahrenheit.
Chun Wuzun represents Autumn ; cool at 59 fahrenheit.
Calvin Chen Yi Ru represents spring ; warm at 77 fahrenheit.
Jiro Wang Dong Cheng represents summer ; hot at 95 fahrenheit.
The Lim Family :)
It can be describe by words , count by fingers , name it out it figure , it just can be feel in the heart because we have the same blood flowing through . They are love , I love them <3
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Monday, March 30, 2009
Fantasy is not only a dream . : D
Hello :)
I know you people can't wait to read about
Fahrenheit's concert's update
or maybe you all already scroll down. :D
But before anything , I really need to confess
 FAHRENHEIT FANTASY CONCERT
WAS
AWESOME!
I repeat ,
AWE-SO-ME !
We'll continue it later.
Woke up around seven something
and do all the stuffs , went to school for report card.
Just take the report card home
since we need to rush for cheng beng and stuff.
Took 45 minutes or more to reach the place,
In the car, kill boredom :D
Cal : )
Saranghaeyo : D
Went to pray and all those stuff.
Idk how to elaborate . :)
The weather was very very hot .
Ate at the canteen over there .
Drank Milo ais to kill the hotness.
After that, continue with the praying .
We burnt a blue colour paper made estima
for one of our ancestors with an angmo driver
inside , it's like the baby blue kind.
Then , we went home.
On the way home,
Sisters and I spotted one baby blue estima
just like the one we burned .
So we went and look at the driver,
it's an angmo and it freak us out .
We told the adults and they looked.
The whole car was like OHMYGOD OHMYGOD.
Then my uncle speed and the car was till
behind us , then it turn to another way .
Damn scary .
Reached home aorun three something
and then ZhiWei and SookMun came.
Went up to my room
and confessed about how excited we are.
Since Jacinth haven reach yet
so I decided to doll them up .
I put make ups on them and it was so fun.
I like to help people on make ups .
ZhiWei's eyelashes was double of her normal size
because she use the super duper chun mascara
I bought , it's only 49.90 so worth it .
After that , Jacinth came . it was raining .
BAAAAADAAABUUMMM thunder, ish.
I helped SookMun to make up first
then I help myself, whatdafuck.
Lastly, Jacinth.
All of them look damn different
and they look so great .
Shit, I am so proud of myself !
I think I have talent in this, wtf.
When I help Jacinth to put on mascara,
she was making alot of noise .
Me : *put mascara base on the eyelashes*
Jas : OUCCH OUUUUUUUCCCH.
Me : what ?
Jas: the thing went in my eye , so pain.
Me : *look closely* where got.
Jas : I can see it !!
ZhiWei : EH, that one is your eyelash LA!
Jas : Oh. I thought it went it.
All of us : *sweat*
After that, changed , everyone was in black and white.
Took group picture in my room .
My girls <3
When Jas went to toilet .
Then we went down and stuff .
Sat for awhile, Aunty went to drive the car .
Obviously, we don't waste time
and continue camwhoring non stop.
Group pictures .
Formal.
The not formal one now, with poses.
Venice wants to join .
Even Venice is staring at her.
Camwhored with ZhiWei ,
I bet you all miss her too , no ? :D
 
 
Because It can't be describe by words.
My favorite picture !
Continue with SookMun and Jacinth.
 
Sooooooooooook : D
 
Jas : )
Then we went in the car
and ready to go to the stadium.
It was only six by the way.
In the car, we felt so anxious, excited and lil afraid .
The feeling is complicated , it's awesome.
You can only SCREAM to feel better.
We talk about what is gonna happen later.
AND it make me feel extra
anxious, excited and afraid, of course happy.
Camwhore.
We actually have a little trouble with the place
but luckily, we found it .
There's alot of people there already .
I thought we're early too.
What a naive thinking .
Went to find Calvin's fan club leader, Rainbow
to write down the msg and sign my name there
since she is giving it to Calvin later
and that bunch of paper make flower is sooo prettay.
This is Rainbow by the way.
We went to the place which sell frh's stuff
and I bought a few only .
I think others doesn't worth that price
but now, I feel kinda regret.
I bought,
 Files from Japan . It comes all together .
Idk what is this thing call, you know it's the little light thing.
Not just only the thing wrapped outside with their face.
Even the light also got Cal's face. Damn cooool . so as the other three of them.
and
fans ? lol.
Then we went to buy the stick that glow .: D
After that, we lined up and went in.
When I was lining up, I feel so excited.
It's like OHMYGOD, I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM GOING IN NOW.
The feeling is awesome :D It makes me happy.
The security guard usually check bags right right right?
But they didn't check my bags ,
they were like, "Oh, small bag. GO. ".
I were like ???????????
Then we went to the toilet and went in to the place.
We were like WAAAAAAA, SO NEAAAARR !
Me : Wow. 3 hours of lining up seriously worth it wei.
AllOfThem : Ya Ya Ya.
Me : EH, SAY THANK YOU NOW !
AllofThem : Thank You .
I know I sound very desperate.
Sat down and took pictures .
 
Grace.
Group pic.
Credits to SookMun.
hello.
If the eyes is a little more bigger.
Then SookMun and I went out to buy drink.
SookMun&I : *walking towards the exit door*
Guy : May I help you.
Me : Want to go out .
Guy : *shows the exit*
SookMun&I : Thank you.
Actually we know the way .
The guy's looking was kinda attractive tho
so SookMun and I were like talking about
him looking like one celebrity.
We went out and bought drinks.
Went to the flower part
and many people gave baskets of flowers
to Wuchun and Calvin.
Arron and Jiro doesn't have .
Went back to the place
and found one guy in hoodie and shade.
He is a celeb but we don't know who he is.
So then, SookMun,Zhiwei and I
went and wanted to take picture with him
but we wouldn't dare so we one to jus.
Idk who loose.
So we thinking of asking the cutie just now
to help us out, I just stare at him
and then he come over to us
so we told him and stuffs .
Then when we wanted to walk towards the celeb
then everyone push us away and took pic
with him first, so pissing off lah seriously.
So the reportes came over, it was so messy
and I saw him holding the camera move here
and there , arghhhh BUT we have a pic with him.
The celeb was so nice ,
he was like , "look at which camera,"
HE IS DAMN HANDSOME !
A retarded picture of us showing him where's the camera . lol.
SookMun : What's your name?
Celeb : Har, you don't know who am I ?
SookMun : Your shade is covering your eyes, I can't regconise.
Ohmygod, She ask him that.
I can't believe it also . :D
He is "Niu Nai ", ex member from energy.
He is DAMN popular in Taiwan ! :)
Pheeeewwwit .
But he went off , half way of the concert.
This is the very nice guy I am talking about.
Alex !
Alex is damn nice, he is 22 years old.
LOL :) I didn't stalk him, SookMun told me.
Then we sat down AND finally the lights went off.
It's starting !!!! Karen Kong, the malaysian singer
came out and sang, she do the starting.
When she finish singing, everyone screamed even louder.
YES, I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT ! :D
CALVIN CALVIN CALVIN CALVIN ~~~~
They have countdown-ed .
The starting pictures from the screen.
10 , 9 , 8 , 7 , 6 ,
5 , 4 , 3 , 2
and I !
 PARTY STARTED !
They started with ChuShenRuHua
and continue it with Wo You Wo de Young .
I keep scrrrrrrrreeeeeeaaaaaming
and jumping , I was so sampat .
I , Myself can't imagine how I look like.
YALUN YALUN YALUN YALUN !
WUZUN WUZUN WUZUN WUZUN !
DADONG DADONG DADONG DADONG!
CALVIN CALVIN CALVIN CALVIN !
CALVINNNNNN ~~~
The situation was craaaazy .
I stood on the chair and then
OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD !
Yalun damn kawaii , Wuchun DAMN HOT !
DADONG IS SOOOO YENG
until I can't explain that , arghhhh.
CALVIN WAS SO SO SO SO SO
OHMYFUCKINGGOD, DAMN HOT !
Everyone was so high , Like..
I can't find a word to describe it at all.
It just rock socks laaah.
O.O PICS ?
 *scream*
This picture , ahahah look at arron .
I like their costume , it's like so coool :D
Rainbow, Calvin fan club leader
gave him the paper made flower .
In every paper flower, there's wishes
from all of the members in the fan club.
Seeeeeee !
 The one Calvin holding ! He looks so happy !
LOL : ) mars !
SHUAI SI LE !
Then they went and change into another costume.
They sang Xiao Xiao Da Ren Wu :D
The costume made them look so cute. :)
Ohmygod, Cal is soooooo adorable .
So as the other three of them .
The thing they wear on their head is so cute .
Every movement of them makes my heart
beat 10000000000x faster .
When it comes to the song , "Ai Dao".
All of them bring their "Cinderella" out
and it makes all of us feeeeeel so jealous.
HOW COULD CALVIN TOUCH THAT GIRL !
But thank god, they just hold hands .
Yalun hugged the girl and rub the girl's head
and then his fans were like, "NOOOOOOOOOO~"
SookMun was so angry . whahahahaah :)
then Jiro was like hugging the fan
from the beginning till the end.
ISH , WHYY WHYYYYY !
Chun hold hands with the girl tight tight.
She is one of Grace's friend tho.
Grace wasn't jealous .
When the song end , OHMYGOD
Everyone was dammmn happy.
Calvin : What's your name ?
Shanny : errr...
Yalun : Mrs. Chen !
Fans : NNNNNNNNOOOOOOO !
Calvin : *hits Yalun's hand* You are so familiar, you joined any of fahrenheit's event?
Shanny : I joined the event on oct 17 ytd , the newspaper one.
Calvin : Ooooh. your name is
Shanny : Shanny.
Jiro : OH. YOU BROUGHT SOMETHING?
Yalun : Newspaper?
Calvin : *hits yalun*
I were like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Then SookMun and I shouted , "JOYCE ! JOYCE ! JOYCE!".
Calvin stunned for 3 to 5 seconds
and then he continue talking .
We shouted his girlfriend's name
because he was holding his hands with the fan.
ARGH, DAMN PISS.
After that, they continued with three songs.
Jiro : Calvin, take off the hat.
Calvin : *takes off*
Yalun : WAAA, The hair still in the shape.
Calvin : Serious . Messy ?
Wuchun : not messy. handsome , no ?
Fans : SHUUUUUAAAAAI !
Three of them left, leave Calvin on stage
and he start beatboxing.
Ohmygod, it's so yeng .
    Cal beat box !
credits to zhiwei !
beatbox from the throat! cooool right right right !
My heartbeat was 10000000000000000000000x,
luckily I am good at controling myself ,
if not my artery already burst. My blood flow
very very fast , my heart is pumping faster than the usual.
I almost got an heart attack.
SHIT, CALVIN CHEN YI RU IS SO SO SO H.O.T!
OHMYYYYGGOOOOD, HE BEATBOX WITH HIS NECK!
CALVIN CHEN YI RU ,
I AM SO PROUD TO BE YOUR FAN !
You made me feel so proud . :D
going crazy. lol.
Calvin Calvin Calvin Calvin .
SO SHUAAAAAI !
After Cal, they came out and continue .
More pictures !
 Cal was giving flying kisses . : D
YALUN ! CUTEEE .
WUCHUN !!!!!! DAMN BLOODY HOT .
DADONG ! 2ND BABY XD
: )
They went and changed again.
To the red , rocker kind of clothes !
DAMN NICE ! XD
 Calvin came with his beatbox , Wuchun with his drumset, Jiro with his electric guitar and Arron with his organ .
I have forgotten what song they sing.
I just keep shouting shouting shouting!
I shout all of their names, was very fair kay.
 ROCKER !
very stress very stress . lol.
Jiro is so damn yeng with his electric guitar.
OH MY GOD ! DA DONG ~~
After that, it's his solo show.
He and his electric guitar
have already melt all our hearts .
Aw , ROCKER DONG !
    I know you fell in love with him already, don't deny !
When he was playing with his electric guitar,
he keep moving his head up and down
as if he is like going crazy and his fringe was like
hitting his forehead and OHMYGOD,
I don't know how to explain.
  He went crazy : D
I can't only think of this that moment,
DaDong , Ni Zhen De Hen Shuai !
I am attracted !
Then after he end his song,
he turned his back and shaked his ass.
Not from left to right ,
it's from left,right,front and in .
OHMYGOD. DAMN SEXY.
I have the feeling like running up
the stage and grabbed his meaty ass.
When he does that , I were like
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I went loco . Ohmygod, I can't breathe.
I neeed oxygen , really.
After he shaked his ass,
he lied down on the stage .
Before that , he threw his scarf
and pick , guitar pick .
When the three came out,
Yalun was like ,"Do Dong Da Dong!"
Then he kneel down and say ,
"Bu yaaaoooooooooooo.".
Calvin was like, " Don't play a fool already."
They continued with "Yi Ge Ren Liu Lang".
 Then Arron's solo part with his piano.
Aw, how charming and he really enjoy singing.
Half way singing , he walk to the center of the stage.
SookMun must be very crazy :D
 <3
*melt*
Then he went back to his piano
and then sing TiAmo with Jade Liu.
I LIKE JADE LIU !!!
She only sang three songs , so little.
Fahrenheit came out with the new costume again.
I like this costume ! IDK , I love to see them with it.
O.O they sang contonese song : )
They looked so naughty, raaaawwwr.
 I like I like.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH XD
Adorable.
Then they sing UPTOWN GIRL :)
Danced with the female dancers .
Jiro must be spending alot of time
to cope with the lyrics, heee.
Took off their coats and continue with
"Bu Hui Ai " , forever love la this song.
  The little black small box that Arron is holding is from SookMun.
Then SookMun gave her present to Arron
with the help of Alex, he's damn nice.
I bet SookMun can't sleep the whole night.
They sang more songs .
I wasn't singing with them ,
I was shouting the lyrics out .
My throat was so pain but I didn't give a damn . :D
They went off , then I spotted drums.
Immediately , I shouted Wuzun Wuzun Wuzun!
Then the super hot guy came out
with his sword ? showing off his skills.
Aiyoo, damn *insertthesuitablewordhere* la.
Then his play with his drum
not the normal one, the chinese kind one.
He learnt that just for this concert.
Three of them came out from idk where
and sang ,"Bu Si Zi Mi" !!
 
Arron Yan Ya Lun . XDXDXD
Cal Cal Cal CAL !
Then sang "Shuang Jie Kun" !
Yeap, Jay chou's song .
Only Calvin and Jiro rap,
Wuchun and Yalun was like HA HA HA HEE only:)
Still it drools !
Took off the accesories from their body.
Talk a little bit with us .
 I like the colours : D
O.O : )
Flip hair : D Loook at Yalun , look at yalun.
Then continue with the song ,
Suddenly Wuchun's pants was like dropping
and his dark blue colour underwear could be seen
and I think he doesn't know that until
Jiro went to him and help him adjust and everything.
The fans was at that side was like
OOOOOOOHHHAAAAAAHOHHH XD
Then Cal went infront of them,
fold his arms for like 4 seconds .
Then he moved his finger from left to right ,
like you know the NO NO NO sign .
And he smileeeeed !
OHMYFUCKINGGOD, IT'S SO CUTE.
It's like awwwww, hao ke ai.
When he smiles , you can only see him
other people are blurrrr .
Then they start thanking everyone and stuff .
Telling us how much they love us
and I were like OHMYGOD OHMYGOD,
IT'S GONNA END . NOOOOOOO !
Then they like , "So now I'll sing you, wei ni cun zai."
I were like , "pheeeeeeeeeeeeeeew".
Then after this song , they sang "Heng Xin. "
They went off the stage and no lights at all.
Then no music and nothing, no displays.
We thought it's the end .
So we were like ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE
For like five to ten minutes
and then the guy hit the drum.
We followed the rhythm of it and shouted,
"Fei Lun Hai." it's damn cool.
The Calvin came up the stage
and said , " FAHERENHEIT IS BACK!".
Everyone shout like some sampatkia
from the village or something . craaaazy.
Of course, I shouted and my throat hurts.
Then he went to the DJ place and Scratch the DJ thing thing.
Ohmygod, he was so yeng with his shades . :D
Totally went Craazzzzy bout him !
 
After the thing, he went in the middle of the stage
and start his solo dancing , SOLO ! Calvin ALONE !
Ohmygod, he danced . I am so proud of him !
His dancing skills improve like damn damn damn alot.
There's is this part his dance
similar to Rain's dance, I don't care la.
It's soooooooo sexaaay when Calvin dance.
Suddenly the music stopped,
he put his hand straight with the shoulder
and the dancers tear off his sleeves.
When that moment happens,
I were like *scream* CALVIN SO SEXY !
I were like imagining
they tear off every part of his clothes !
Ohmyfuckinggod, how seeeexxaaay is that.
There's the big hole at Cal's back .
OHMYGOD, ALMOST GOT HEART ATTACK !
And his solo part ends.
WOI, WHY SO FAST ONEEE ! ISH =/
Three of them came out again
and OHMYGOD, JIRO WAS SO ADORABLE !
They sang "Mei Li Xin Shi Jie" , one song of SHE's.
With the very adorable clothes.
 I know this is damn funny.
FUIYOH ! : D
*opens eyes big big* LOOK AT CALVIN MANN ! So smooth and white and I feel like landing my hand son him : )
Then Xin Wo , one of their signature song .
They stopped and thanked everyone again.
Jiro keep apologizing about his leg
and made the concert postponed.
Everyone was like nevermind , nevermind .
Then I stood up on the chair shouted,
"DA DONG DA DONG DA DONG"
Plus, I waved my hand like really wave :)
Then he look at me , then he waved his hand.
I shouted , "DA DONG, WO AI NI , WO HEN AI NI OR ."
Then he gave me flying kiss .
I were like OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD !
DADONG DADONG ! HOW CUTE.
FLYING KISS.SHIT, I FEEL SO HAPPY XD
Then ZhiWei,SookMun and I was like
standing up on the chair and shouted ,
"YALUN YALUN YALUN YALUN~~~".
He look over here and smiled until
so damn fucking cute ! *melt*
I keep calling WuZun and Calvin
but they were looking at the other side, how sad.
I really tried my best to shout out loud
but Both of them can't hear , isssssh !
Then they keep talking and everything .
Wuzun said that his family and friends from Brunei
came over just to watch this concert.
He asked 35 tickets from his company,
how exaggerating .
 Both, my favorite.
HAHAHAHAAHAHAH. Priceless.
 Cute !
I likey.
JIRO XD ,Why Calvin forever the sunshine ending pose . Arron and Chun *drools*
Then Arron and Calvin was like,
Arron : You say first or I say first.
Cal : er, I don't know.
Jiro : FASTER LAAAH !
Arron : okay, we one to jus . Who win who say first.
Cal : childish! I say first.
Calvin said ,
"Don't think that we are always far from you,
our difference is , We are on stage and you are not on stage
but we're are the same and it can't change anything"
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !
Cal : No matter what happen to anyone of us . Like we hurt our leg or hand or maybe we break our leg.
Jiro : Waaa, that's a lil exaggerate . break leg somemore.
*everyone of them laughed*
Cal : No matter what happen to four of us. We come on stage and we will perform our best.We will perform as well as we can.
CAAAAAALLLLLLVVVIIIINNN *melt*
Then Arron was like ,
"Everytime I come on stage and see so many people
supporting me, and Fahrenheit . I feel like crying.
I am really touched . "
Wuzun : AIYO , DON'T CRY LA !
Cal : i want to cry also .
Jiro : DON'T CRY DON'T CRY. DON'T MAKE ME CRY!
Arron : I promise I won't because I am really happy to be here.
Then everyone was like shouting,
"FAHRENHEIT, I LOVE YOU."
SookMun,ZhiWei and I shouted.
"FEI LUN HAI ! LIU XIA LAI ! "
and their next song is "Liu Xia Lai"
Sang , really sang this time .
   LIU XIA LAI ~~~~~~  dong dong, don't cry !
After this song, they said thank you
for all the supporting that we gave.
Then went to every corner of the stage
and bowed 90 degrees . :D
Then they waved and they went down.
We still can see WuZun's head because he was so tall.
He was still waving and waving and waving.
And that's the end of Fahrenheit concert!
The 3 hours was really fast, passed really fast.
When it end, it's like it just started.
After that, we went outside.
Bought lil stuff .
Pictures of us .
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Then around eleven something to twelve,
My uncle came and fetch , went straight home.
Jas went home first then The few of us went KFC.
Went back, talk a little bout the concert thing
then they went home.
It's not only I can see Fahrenheit
and also because I can do things
which I usually don't do often with my friends.
Stand on the chair, waved like some retard,
shout like some sampatkia
and do many many things which we don't really do.
Not only I can see Calvin , Fahrenheit.
I can also feel that the friendship
between us is sailing very smoothly .
Cal, you're right.
Friendship is the ship that never sink.
If they doesn't think like that , it's okay
because they do not enjoy the feeling
but I have enjoyed .
Fahrenheit's Fantasy World Tour in Malaysia ,
SUCCEEDED !
So today is Monday, I keep telling
about the concert to everyone of them.
I still feel so excited . :D
My hair is in dark brown already, anyhow.
It's not that obvious edi tho :)
Today I found out something which I never thought of.
Is it so nice to act like other people
and chat with someone . Prank SMS and Call , all these.
What's the fun in it ?
I found out a friend of mine does this to me.
I am truly disappointed in him .
I can't tell you how complicated is the feeling right now.
Just feel like one of your friend
whom you always talk to , treat you like
some retarded fella , fooling you around
and the feeling is so disgusting .
Well, you believe in a friend .
Talk to him about random topics
more than your girlfriends and it proves
that how much you care about this friend
and make him one of your good buddy .
But he have done something
which break your heart .
It hurts , you know .
I can't explain .
I am speechless , I am angry, I am sad .
Idk what to say . Forgive or not,IDK.
But I know that, I only want
a very sincere apology from him.
Perhaps , he don't even give a damn.
Carmen Lim Kah Mun .
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